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( set pre-s5, 1 year into the ring. )
[ if raven had the opportunity to make a list of all the people who she'd allow onto the ring, john murphy would most definitely not be one of them. when things are out of her control, they tend to spiral in the most disastrous ways — mom, finn, sinclair, her damn leg. maybe that's why control had been taken out of her hands when it came to the survivors on the ring.
emori sticks to her like a leech, which is both enjoyable and aggravating at the same time. it's nice to have a shadow, someone to admire her and remind her that she's still got it, that she's valuable. after murphy and emori appear to split (the walls have stopped talking, thank god), life on the ring has become an unfun game of cat and mouse — the cat and the mouse seem to try and push the raven in between them.
although she thinks she has an idea of who the cat is, it's the mouse who's beginning to become a shadow with his "quick" remarks and his unspoken offer of assistance. the easiest way to get rid of her emori-shaped shadow is to have a murphy-shaped shadow, although she's still trying to figure out how to get rid of that one.
sometimes a raven just wants space to spread her wings and feel like she's flying again, all alone with her old friend, space. it's why she has a very elaborate plan of stealthily leaving the ring and wandering into its very familiar arms.
well, stealthy's the loose operative term.
sneaking out of the mess hall, raven walks to her quarters to grab her gear for her spacewalk. she's not as quick as she'd like to be, but she gets there — sort of. it's kind of hard to enter her room when someone's leaning right against the door.
she regards murphy with a roll of her eyes. slowing to a halt, she shifts her weight to her good leg. sighing, she dryly says, ] Emori's leaving for some weird grounder training with Echo in five. Monty saved you some algae. You're welcome.
[ another thing out of her control: her empathy for murphy's unfortunate friendless and now girlfriendless plight. ]